Suddenly I am in the state with writing in the dark with the dimmest candle being a light.  Weird isn't? Well even if it is weird, thank god I am NOT  the "genius" who thought of this unbelievable idea.   My asshole of a brother was being the most annoying brat that he already is. I am not sure what came into him, but he decided to turn off all the lights in my room and just shoved a candle in a cup and put it right next to my table. Thankfully, his eyes aren't mine yet, since I can touch type. But let's say if I didn't know how to touch type (and that was about a year ago), he would be seriously blind, cos his eyeballs would have been dug out by me and not that he can't be at the moment, in-fact his quite close with being heavily eye impaired (since he is hiding under the blankets playing that stupid Gameboy Advance SP with hardly any light around him besides the light on the game) .  Hmm, maybe he's trying to perform an exorcism or something? Or he is probably confused with Earth Hour being today? . Haha, stupid idiot. Oh the light went on and the candles are blown out after three puffs. I guess I can't audition for the Big Bad Wolf in the Three Little Pigs anytime soon xD

I was out eating dinner today with my rents and we got onto the topic with my HSC. Dad started lecturing me and Mum, it seemed like she was ignorant with the matter. Apparently, my Dad hopes that I can get 90+ for my UAI and he bribed me with getting my own VIDEO CAMERA. The bribe didn't tempted me since a camera is better and I already own one, which I don't like to use even if it's a Sony since the files are so freaking large >=[ and I was kinda disappointed with the offer that they presented because a few months ago they offered me "anything I want" or in other words $5000 ( I think, somewhere in the thousands though) . So let's say my congratulatory present has been devalued. (Totally sucks). At the moment, I'm having trouble with attaining an 80 at the moment and that's my goal. I think my realistic goal is about 76%+. To change the topic with the rents,  I just re-assured them that I am able to attain at least an 80 therefore  I need to encourage myself to get that 80. AIM HIGH !  ( DO NOT CRACK A SHORT JOKE HERE)

Strike is tomorrow and unfortunate I am going to go to school. L. Kinda have to because of my extension class.  If the class didn't run, I would be waking up at 10 30. Oh well,  at least the day isn't long (kinda ish) and there's Yum Chas with the Yum Cha + Ching tomorrow. Whoop de doo. Haven't been with YumChas to Yum Cha for about 2 years already. SHIT.  ( mentioning too much about Yum Chas) and talking about food I had 4 meals today, 3 proper. WOOT. But it excludes Breakfast. But hey, I think my obsessive eating days are over. I don't eat as much as I use to thus meaning that Annie would be chomping as much as her stomach can fit tomorrow ( and her stomach  depth is almost never ending) and half yearly reports are tomorrow. NOOOOO. Don't want to collect it.

I feel like the most aggravated person when it comes to choosing a new layout for my blog.  It just steams me up and it puts me in a position where it really tests my patience. The end result? A FAIL and usually, I'm one girl who can be most ultimately patient. But browsing through, god knows how many blogskins and repetitively selecting the same blog skins authors, it feels like being stuck on the M5 where you are suppose to go 110 km per hour but  you end up waiting 10 minutes to move 10 metres. Now you ask me how does not moving in a motorway can compare to my selection with a blogskin?  Well, let's say that when you select a blog skin, it should only take like ½ hr max and likewise with a motorway you should be zooming 100 km through a motorway not waiting.  

For some reason, my instincts tell me that I HAD to post a new layout today, so I hopped onto blogskins and yup it took me well over 1 hour just to choose a "perfect" isn't "perfect" - it just satisfy me at the moment.  layout and the blog skin that I have currently,

Is it me or there isn't many pretty layouts lying around?  . Yeah yeah, I know people are screaming at me saying " I don't see you doing any better, Clara". Well that's true that for NOW. Just because I don't have the time to graphic design/blog design. .. I haven't photoshopped in ages, but don't worry. I'll strike back soon. Very soon …. When the HSC ends that is.

Yay, for the end of DAYLIGHT SAVINGS and that's because I get one hour of extra sleep. But Yuck for Winter… for those who knows me I HATE WINTER, especially if my feet are cold when I sleep. I absolutely hate that.  Having to be home before dark doesn't really apply to me no more! I'm not afraid of walking home alone in the dark  HORRAY. I think LOL.

Well yesterday, I went to Wei's birthday BBQ  along with Samina, Ana, Samson, Milica. Met Julie (Nice girl, heaps pretty). Saw Anna and Vinh and then there were Stevens Friends.  Found it extremely weird when it ended up so early, I was expecting it to end after midnight. But I guess the birthday girls and those over 18 went clubbing without me . How Shit. Why can't I be 18 now ?! Though, had a great time speaking on the phone with Samina. Eventhough we saw each other like 10 minutes before. Haha :L.  Unfortunately, I found myself being tipsy last night. I KNOW AYE ?! WDFS?! CLARA TIPSY?! (what happened to the good girl ?, nws still and will be responsible :D  HENCE THE TITLE OF THIS ENTRY)  Had the slowest reaction, heart was racing, pink heated cheeks, stumbling backwards and spilling my drink. Omg. But it's okay. I knew what I was doing and saying. Just a little bit slow. Didn't take long to sober up so it was all good J. Unlike Wei, Seriously, it was what the fuck- she was goneskiies. Oh oh and I think Wei liked mine and Annie's present. Sexy lingerie with a whip whip thing where she can have animal one on one sessions with Steven LOL and hopefully my personal present which was a  princess wooden thing, where she can display it in her room after she finish renovating.

Pictures should be posted up soon when I rob them of Wei.

Practically, I spent my day with Jessica today. Watched The Freedom Writers. Heaps good movie, People should watch it then I  kinda helped her edited blog codes and she helped me with the tallying of my surveys (thanks for that Jess). Mkay, I'm off now.  I want to go to bed early for once .

Modern and 3u Assessments are over but 2u English are not

But that's okay because Simon Gascoyne got shot

The real inspector Hound were impressive

But the credits were obsessive

I saw Joanne at Parra

And Wei received her birthday messages from Clara

So the weather is getting cold

And the blanket cannot hold

… I can't write poetry for shit.

So my attempt to write a poem that beats Wordsworth ones did not really succeed, Though, one thing for sure.. it doesn’t contain over 600+ lines, isn't boring and it kind of makes sense.

Anywho, if you guys kinda analyse the poem. It outlines my week.

Basically, I was not able to blog throughout the five days because I had to prepare for Modern and 3u. Apparently, Ms told me that I got 80% for my task in modern… I'm satisfied.. but at the same time , I'm not because the whole class did very well and my prepared version would of kicked ass.  >_>'. Though, having to be a victim from short-term memory loss, I was unable to lock my prepared version into my brain hence, not allowing myself to get at least 84%.

Then there’s 3u, which I completed today.  I seriously have no idea on how well I did. Written 12 pages, but considering that towards the end I had 5 words per line and I kinda used half a page (since I double spaced for conversations) for a page. I hoped I did okay though, because the weighting is absolutely horrible…. 20% for  3u and 15% for Modern. *gags*.

We're moving backwards. Went to the Riverside Theatre to watch The Real Inspector Hound. I was really looking forward to the play, since we read the play in class and I played the two-timer Simon Gascoyne and the infamous Inspector Hound. So when I saw the play, the characterization on the characters were unexpected. Simon Gascoyne was the most queerest bastard I ever seen ( it's funny thoug, because it was so exaggerated) and Inspector Hound? Dopey, clumsy and clueless. So unlike me :D . The credits were the best bit. Not because it was the end of the play, but how they set it out. Silhouette effect and it matches a beat. Damn I love the theatre, beats the movies. xD

Had two hours of free time so the group split and I went with Kha Gek to shop. Saw Joannee <33.

Btws Happy 17^th Wei. FOR (1/4/08)
Looking forward to tomorrow’s party.. weeeee.. Stress reliever.

Gosh, is it me or is the weather getting chilli? Feels like winter in the morning and when it’s towards the afternoon, it like summer. Hmm, since it not winter nor summer I guess this is truly autumn and it sucks !

My blanket doesn’t do me any good either. Nowadays, i automatically get up because of the cool gush of wind even though my windows are closed, so I’m not sure how that happens. Weird aye? I guess I need to somehow get a new blanket (preferably a heated one? ) , stop wearing tees and maybe a heater shall come in handy also.

Anywho, I am off. If I can find the pic of my dad being the WORST OH&S follower, then I shall rant on it.

So like today, i spent half of my Saturday with Susan and the other half with Wei+Steven+Amanda+Vernon+Thomas+Jenhole and also a paritial of my day with Bel.

Susan and I went to livo to get a present which took forever to decide on what to get her. Went to Spotlight then went back to Cab for Thai. Tried to call people up so they can eat Thai with me and Susan. Rung :  Janna up - she had a party to attend to, Bel- She wouldn't pick up her phone and Annie - Stupid braces were tightened , so since none of them ended up coming, it was only me and Susan  who feasted. Had Laos Paw paw salad, Sausage (first time I tried it , and it was yum) and marinated beef (yum sauce) with stick y rice and cabbages/lettuce.

 We discussed random topics and one of them popped into my head and i asked most people what they thought of this question and what their answers were and now i want my beloved readers to answer it  too: " would you ever organ donate?" . My answer? Well truthfully and i am not putting up some "i-am-all-miss-good-do-the-right-thing-person" persona and it is concludes to a  no and yes answer. Seriously, i don't know. Part of me says no because i mean when you die, i wouldn't  want one of my organs to be ripped out of your body right? Sounds selfish? but as cliché as this would sound : the truth hurts. bad luck.  Anyway, but part of me says yes because what happens if i needed someone else's organ to survive? Then i wouldn't mind giving up a organ... but that's kinda bad because it means when you really need something then you'll do something about it instead of staying a straight off yes and just donating it out of your free will.  hmm strange. Though, I will donate blood at one point of my life.. Too bad not now, cause im way underweight to donate blood. They say you need to be at least 50 kg and im like 43? (from the last time I checked, which was about a yr ago). Oh by the way. A message to Bel. HAHA, I brought up the issue first and always had! NEH

So yeah, after Thai (freaking so full…….. though, 10 minutes later when we were walking home I was like to Susan " Susan, I feel so full on the right of my stomach but on the left.. it feels so empty" Susan: what the fuck?

So I arrived home around 330?  And then Wei came. Had some issues going on but were all solved in the end, while that was happening I went to Bel's place. Caught up with her and we also discussed the organ donating topic.  Then we met up with the others and ate at Canley Heights. Dropped me home cause they went Mounties and I were underage and I have my two assessments to study tonight, which I didn't end up doing and now I am tired and my finers, hands and arms is almost suffering from a second vr of  frost-bite because it is cold and numb and it feels like it has pins and needles and i am using the word AND ALOT in this LONG sentence which is obviosly gramtically incorrect.. or i might be suffereing from.. RSI.. repetitve strain injury. So I am off. Sorry if nothing made sense… it not that late. But as you can see I had a LONG DAY.  

Two recent entries should keep readers entertained for the week.. Okay maybe no. But I'll do my best to update whenever I can for the next week.  Let's ace the exam Clara.

P.s. Did anyone do the Earth hour thing . ( i kinda forgot and missed it) also , is it the end of Daylight Savings tomorrow?

Anywho here's a little preview of what the movie is about :
Stephen Chow is a single father with a boy, and he works hard as a construction worker to support him through private school. The boy, however, constantly bullied in school by the wealthy kids, is not an exceptional student. He tries to follow the values imparted by his father- that though they are poor, they do not lie, steal, or crave what isn't theirs. He saves an enormous overweight girl from bullying one day, and earns her admiration and adoration, to his future usage. In the meantime, father and son pass time by entertaining themselves killing roaches in their improvished apartment. Mr. Chow, the father, can barely afford food on the table, let alone luxuries like shoes or electric fans, but one day his son (called Dicky in English) begged and cried for a CJ1, a toy that all his schoolmates have. Not being able to afford one, Mr. Chow goes to the dumpster to try to find something. He comes home with a rubbery ball and one day, the ball turned into a fuzzy cute dog-like space alien, which befriends Dicky. It seems that the alien dog, named CJ7, has powers of regeneration, such as being able to turn a rotten apple into a fresh one. Dicky takes his pet to school, and fantasizes that with its magical powers, he can score 100 on his exams, beat up bullies, and wow his gym teachers. But matters did not turn out to his expectation as the alien dog doesn't seem to be able to do much. One day, Mr. Chow suffers from a construction site accident and dies. Dicky grieved painfully and was comforted by his pretty teacher who has tried to help him many times with his schooling. He prays that his father comes back. In an expected twist of plot,  [ highlight after this notice if you want the spoiler] the alien dog regenerates Mr. Chow's body, bringing him back from death. Dicky was beside himself with joy, but the alien dog then dies and leaves. In the end, the kids stopped bullying him as much though he his life remains very much the same, but one day, a space ship lands...

Oh and for those who are curious. Genre is : comedy and Sci-Fi ( only a little.. thankfully). Also, before i forget, if any of yous do see the movie. The little boy who is one of the protagonist is actually a GIRL.

(will prove soon. Soon?  it's not cos i made the rumour up that he is a girl. But it's cos i am quite lazy at the moment to upload images onto photobucket)

Girl

</edit> There you go, i proved it Holy shit... they do look the same.

Before I finish this entry ( I just want to dedicate this entry to Stephen) and get to the next one. ( trying to compensate more entries since I know that I might not be blogging much due to assessment tasks next week and I being a nerd MUST study and also cos I haven't been blogging much since last Tuesday) , let's recap what past movies have I seen from him :D

• Lung Fung Restaurant
• The Ultimate Trickster
• God of Gamblers II
• Fist of Fury 1991
• God of Gamblers III
• All's Well, Ends Well
• King of Beggars
• Flirting Scholar
• Chinese Odyssey
• Hail the Judge
• From China with Love
• Sixty Million Dollar Man (hint Jessica :D )
• Forbidden City Cop
• God of Cookery
• The Lucky Guy
• The Ultimate Trickster
• Shoaling Soccer
• Kung Fu Hustle
• And ofcourse CJ7

He has been in 67 movies  ( not starred and it includes tv series) and I only seen 19 of them :O.

First up, i would like to wish everyone a

HAPPY belated EASTER

I just realised that I never acknowledged this spectacular festive because without it, I wouldn't be having four awesome days off and instead I would be left of with two ordinary Saturdays and Sundays.  Now tell me how boring would that be. Well not exactly boring....

So yesterday, i spent my last day of the long weekend with the rents. Drove all the way up to the city to Woomoolooo ? Something like that and my rents and i split up. I went with my 30+ cousin with his girlfriend to Chatswood Westfield and there wasn't anything fabulous that caught my attention except for a glorious Tim Tams shake from GJ. Don't remember the full name. Anywho, Cousin+ GF dogged me and drove off while once again, i was left stranded with my rents and Aunty. So anyway we strolled around The Doman and Mrs Macquarie Chair. Saw a to be bride and groom taking photos by a photographer and i was glimpsing at  their poses and i was like...I don't want him to be my photographer.. Considering that he is an old Asian man. +.+" . The whole portrait looked so fake. Yuckkkk.

Anywho, really got to run now . I have three tasks to complete and they are all due tomorrow and i am feeling extremely sleepy. I can feel myself, falling asleep on the table.  So comfortable.,,

So fucking annoyed at the moment. My Stupid Brother tried to jump me because i wanted to use the computer. Stupid asshole. He's been on for the past 3 hours and woke me up with the sound of gunshots.  I didn't say anything even though he disturbed me. So when he was sitting there,  glaring at the monitor and when i "politely" asked him to get off. He freaking went insane and in the process he broke my beautiful bracelet.  I need to go back to the city to get it fix and i don't think i'll be doing that anytime soon.  :( . I don't care, I’m making him pay. It feels so weird without it.  I've grown to love my bracelet, it was my lucky charm, my weapon (seriously, the sharp edges from the stars do and will cut any predators who will try to attack me) and my accessory. I feel so empty without it. :(

Stop and Stare...
Do you see what i See?

How's the long holidays going for everyone? Splendid, i hope? Well mine is going alright and it seems that for once, this long weekend is actually going to be LONG, hence it's title. Let's hope so, because i don't want to be heading back to school just yet. I'm not quite rejuvenated from my break. {Well duh, it's only been the second day of the long long weekend}.

Anyway, yesterday was somewhat "new", despite the fact of spending 1/4 of the time, waiting at Steven's place, while the duo went to a RSL club. I was unfortunately underage and I possessing a fake ID? i think not. Just 5 more months to go Clara. Though at night Steven, Wei, Kevin ( which i accidentally smack him on the eye with a force that i unintentionally didn't mean to) + 8 other people went for a cruise to the City. There were about 5 other cars? So we drove all the way to the city and ironically, what were we there for? KFC... All the way to the city for KFC. , when we were coming back from the city, Me and Wei played  an hour of "Orange". Got home at one.
To JANNA AND ANNIE.  Yes girls, i know that i was meant to be having some nice catching up time with you but at the very last minute  ( no lies), wei convinced me to go. Promise we'll catch up very soon.

Anyway, had a 12 hr sleep, so i was up by 1pm. Went to Cab at 2 45 ish to meet up with Samina and Ana. Ana didn;t turn up until 3:15.  But it was okay. Headed for Rise Cafe then arrived at LIvo at 4:45? I wanted and needed a new wallet, and at the time i kinda figured that it would probably be the ONLY time where i can purchase a wallet because i don't plan to go out for a long time. So, i prayed that some shops were still open. But, until i got home, i figured that i will be going out next week because i need to buy some b`day presents. So back on track, purchased an urban orginial wallet. Very vintage and jade green . Though, i was very indecisive to whether the purchase the green or cream one. :S. Anywho, i really like it at the moment, though for some reason i have an unsteady feeling. I'm not sure if i made the right selection. Haha, well it's kinda too late because i lost my receipt. I plan to collect more UO bags and wallets soon. Yay.
(Should snap, upload and post pic... but i choose not too because i get too lazy).

Then bummed around at Myers.

Well , anyway, tomorrow i'm planning to stay at home and actually get some work done. Hopefully.

bye

If you can't read title, it is 18.5 hours and "i'm so not in the mood for your fucking asshole jokes" - Wei to Steven

&& next thing you know.. wei goes "play with me"

Its 2:31 am. I am stuck at Steven's house with Wei and Her bf. God knows what they're doing at the moment, and so it seems that the lightning has struck their head a few hours ago when we were in the middle of a heavy rain (So heavy, that  Amanda was unable to see through the windscreen) to make them behave so ridiculously.

I don't think I've seen the two couple become so stimulated simultaneously.  Wei just Flashed her boobs at me with her bra on out of no where and Steven…Wei pulled his pants down and literally, I was forced to turn around and stare at it- she was like " Clara look"  *turns head away from monitor"  and I get this gruesome scene of his BIG FAT ASS

Been a long day for me, I've been awake for the past 18.5 hours and I don't think I'll be getting sleep any time soon. I'm meant to be sleeping over Wei's house tonight and supposedly Steven is meant to be the means of our transport, so he could take us there... But the progress and productivity for that to happen? Not soon.

12 hours ago, I was at coming out of Westmead Hospital and would be heading to Maccas. 12 hours later. I am at Steven's place, listening to music, sub-consciously eavesdropping the faint conversation going between the pair which resulted me into having a scrunched up expression upon my face , eyebrows raised up and my mind raging at me, saying.. "WHAT THE BLOODY FUCK?!".

It's really be awhile since I've caught up with these people. So yeah, it was nice.  Oh and damn, i still haven't changed out of my school uniform yet.. that's because i haven't been home . What were you thinking? I am some unhygenic,dirty  person ?! get lost. I know you are though.

Anywho I'm off… Getting drowsy.

Let the Long Weekend start and may everyone have lots of fun. Mine has definitely started.

2:45 am end.

Nothing exciting has been happening over the past few days, despite the society and culture exam that i had on Tuesday (and i still don’t consider that intriguing). Miss marked the first part  already and at the moment, i am one mark of full marks for each question. E.g. 5/6, 4/5 and ½. Great. So let’s do some hectic calculation here. In order for me to reach my ideal mark of 80%. I can only lose two more marks... and they’re both extended responses and since i am a realistic person... i estimate that my society and culture assessment task two would be between 72%- 76%.  Why can’t i transform myself to Kha Gek, Virginia or Anh. It will be 90s all the way.. Or at least learn their study methods or be trained to be anti distracted.  *sigh*. The HSC is really hitting into me and Bel knows it :’(.

What else.. Oh yes, rents FINALLY purchased me a new table with extra extra space. Yay! No more sitting on the dinner table/bed to do my work or dream for a larger table. And also a brand new shelf.  Woot more room. I like i like. Will post photos once i manage to take some snap shots. Study area looks so awesome now.

Oh by the way, i like Cabra’s Gloria jeans. Clara been staring and peeking.

Anywho, the long weekend is coming up. Any plans? Me? I plan to bum and travel for two days and the other two days.. ATTEMPT TO STUDY. Key word: Attempt. Did i ever mention that i’m partially having a 4 and a half days holiday? I’m only going to school until 11/12 tomorrow because i have to go to my dentist + other appointments. Wei and Steven is coming tomorrow. So it’ll be good to have some nice catching up time  Omgs,  i actually chose to go to school because i’ve became a committed and studious student. LOL.  The only thing that i’ll be missing out is.. the first year book meeting and i plan to lead that committee.. Hopefully, i’ll be able ring someone in that committee, hopefully bel, so that it seems im actually at the meeting. My presence shall be around.  

Should really be doing Modern. But cbb