Is it you
Is it you
Maybe you're the one I've been waiting

 

All refreshed up, just a little sleep deprived. But its ay-okay. Weekends are once again here and looking back at the first week of school, I managed to survive two consecutives English assessment and for those who knows me, I take English extremely seriously, hence meaning Clara has been studying for quite awhile, preparing and has taken on any rituals available for her to stay awake. Apparently, splashing cold water on me works better than caffeine. Though, it's just so hard to wake up and concentrate because the holidays were just over and you're meant to integrate into the "better" sleeping habit thus meaning you should be in bed by 11 30  so you be wide awake for the next day, but because of those damn assessments, I think not! >_>. I'm not sure if I'm going to be anticipated to see the results because I  don't think i did as well as I could of. *sigh*

 

Apart from my assessments, I also had been procrastinating.

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Last Sunday Banu and I had some catching up time. Haven't caught up with that girl properly for over a  year or so even though we share multimedia class together. Had awesome fun. It was really a last minute thing. We were on the phone at 12:30 am watching Little Nicky and I was like "Let's catch up tomorrow. Go to Parra" and she was like "yeah okay". Mhm, and that's how it all started. Tops, Max Benners, scarfs from Banu [thanks], scratches, bandaids were our day.

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And then before last Sunday, on Thursday, i caught up with my cousins. Jenny, Winny and Yinny. Usually there are the five of us but because one of them, Joanna went to Japan for student exchange, it's just us four this time.  Met up with my cousins at 5 pm ish at the city then headed for the monorail to have Pancakes on the Rocks at Darling Harbour. Went to that bowling place where they also have laser squirms?  That place that is always advertised on tv. I am the worst bowler on earth, don't gutter balls love me. Walked on that darling harbour bridge like 4 times to and fro because I wanted ice cream and on the spot decided to go to the aquarium at 9 at night and omg, you guys HAVE to go to the aquarium at night because it is super awesome. Everything is more enchanted, mystical and "freaky". Even though half the sea creatures were sleeping but the mood in the aquarium is GG. LOL.  Nevertheless it was also more fascinating. Oh by the way, I am NEVER going to run up and down the ramps to see the sharks anymore. Way too exhausting, especially if you have a country road bag on you fill with sleep over clothes, bottle of water and everything else.  Went back to Jenny and Winny's place to sleep over and on the train they made a nonsense but hilarious video because we were oh so bored. Got stranded at Lidcombe for about 40 minutes because the timetables there are stuffed up. But managed to get to her place safely

 

Oh yes and in regards with that rape and journal topic that I have been meaning to tell you.  I was reading and had finish reading "The Surgeon" by Tess Gerristen (finally know how to spell her surname) and there was this topic that will fascinated all journal, blog, diary writers. Okay maybe not ALL , but it will definitely apply to me. Just say, you were rape and previous you were a daily blog/journal/diary writer. Would you guys stop producing frequent entries because you do not want to reflect back on your life anymore after the unspeakable incident has happened? Like I mean Rape is such a predicament in one's life. It just shuts you up, triggers personality changes- optimistic to pessistmist, shoots through dreams…. Oh when I say, do not want to reflect back ony our life anymore, it means like NO more ENTRIES. Because, you have nothing more to look forward in life anymore.  I'm curious… but I think I'll agree, don't think that I would want to continue blogging because your life is just so tarnished. Unless, I have some extremely good sense of self worth. Haha.

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Maccas and KK with Annie at 10pm is yum. Not because i was with her, but because i was accompanying the food instead :) . It needs me

 

Anywho, need to get ready. I'm out today.